I look forward
to the day
when my bed
no longer smells of you
and I don't miss
the way you
used to hold me
I look forward
to the day
when I can forget
those hateful words
that you "didn't mean"
but still they
paralyze my heart
I look forward
to the day
when I can watch TV
without every dumb thing
reminding me
of how we laughed
at stuff together
I look forward
to the day
when I can
walk down the street
without teary eyes
because someone's footprints
looked just like yours
I look forward
to the day
when I don't wonder
which "you" was really you
and what happened
to the "you"
that I loved
~but mostly~
I look forward
to the day
when nobod